The Holiday Plan - Around My Wrist

i wanted a part of you that i could keep.
i wanted a side of you only i could see.
i wish i got what i deserved,
all that pain it hurt and through my eyes
sometimes it looked like i tried.
i still wear
your friendship around my wrist,
i'm facing up to this,
nothing will ever
be the same or be the way it was,
i'm feeling so lost,
but it feels better to
forget the cost of words
that hurt the most its you
i want to know.
theres so much that
i can take before
i break in two,
i'm losing now and so are you.
unless i failed to notice
that this was your plan all along,
whats wrong with keeping quiet?