The Holiday Plan - Giving Up

you said youre just too good,
translated i understood
"youre childish and immature,
i've seen the world and then some more,
i never meant those words i said,
and youre the fool for eating
what i fed you"
are you sorry now?
i wish i'd given up when
there was no reason why,
but i still had to try and
i pushed too hard and
i heard the words that
clarified your actions and your stay.
i know i said "lets still be friends"
and i meant what i said back then,
but things changed when i realised,
what really went through your mind.
i hope i can still forgive,
but all i'm really sure of is i still care,
but you dont, how is that fair?